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Tuesday, April 18, 2006


Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?

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I don't know what's going on. I've been fucking down today. Yeah perhaps I've been thinking too much. They are talking about me again. I can't predict what's gonna happen so just let it be since I've already made up my mind that I'm gonna stick with her. I hate it whenever I hear so much & the thought of changing my mind keeps suming up. But no, I can't change my mind. Nonono, I don't want to change my mind. I've made it & it's done. If ever I'm gonna get bruised again, then it just goes to show I'm dumb, stupid & blinded by love. It's not that I don't appreciate what you've been doing, what you've been trying to tell me. Thanks, really, for being a friend, concerning that I might or rather I would get hurt again. But since I've decided, be a friend & support me instead of talking to me & asking me to change my mind. I'm sorry if this made you feel offended. But if you think that you're not in the wrong, then I'm left without no words.

I realised whenever I'm in a foul mood, everything bad comes out from my mouth. Like fuck it, I think I just gotta zip it up ay? Sorta quarrelled with mom just now & it made things worse. I'm starting to hate to go to Aunt's place for dinner. I'd be alone & there's nothing that I can do after dinner. & Aunt won't let us go back until it's 8plus or 9pm. Ugh & when I come home & rush my homework, mom would still blame me for having so much work to do & come home so late. Hello miss? You think I love to? There's Art & it only ends at 5.30pm. Homework wise, I'm not the one who decides whether to give the work or not. And mom, I'm 16, pleaseeeeee remember that.

Anyway, school was tiring. No, I'm tired. Hah, & that made school tiring. Hm we had PE in the morning. Heah & I were laughing at some shit, Heah couldn't take it. She's uber cute & retarded la. She had backache so she skipped PE. Oh Mich skipped school by the way, leaving with Qiaos, Sass, Bestaye & I suffering at school. So after PE, we had SS. & that's like a free period. 'Cos Sass & I never listen. I seriously don't know what the hell is she trying to tell me. Frankly, Miss Ng & Miss Yeo can fight the number of failures in their SS class. GAH. Then it was CME! :D It was fun. We talked about kinky stuff again,. :) Ate in class! :D Hahah Miss Toh's so nice! Love her love her. Well, the class used to hate her. Then we had Maths. Fucking boring & I almost fell asleep. It's boring & I'm tired. Spent recess time doing my miniature. Miss Teh lost her cash box. =X I wonder who did that. We had Earth Day presentation for assembly. Really boring & the place was damn stuffy. Sass & I got so excited for lunch that we stood right at the door & left when Mrs Chan said "God bless you, girls". Hahaha. Down to the canteen, ate & went into Artroom. Slacked & crapped with Sassy & Shyan. Compass after that. Met Yj & went up to Popular. Got some stationeries. Met Jace at Starbucks with this girl from our school, Natasha. :) Qiaos & her friend, Birdie came down. Talked, crapped & went back.

You know when you've got the best of everything, you kept saying that you're thankful. But when everything's gone, you start to realise that hey I was never thankful or rather, not thankful enough. And you thought like why didn't I treasure, why didn't I appreciate all that, why didn't I learn to cherish, why didn't I be thankful? Due to some reason, it was because of love. So she left & you pondered hard as you wail & cry your eyes out every night before you go to bed, you had suicidial thoughts(I did, ok if you didn't), you want her back so much, hoping that she'll come back & pick you up. Then one day, she came back. Trigger happy, she picked you up. She told you to hold on, & that she still loves you & it has never changed & is not gonna change. :) And there you go, wanting to hold her close & tell her everything's fine & that you love her more today.

There, Xavier & I are back as one! :D (say yay)
Please say that you'd support me in whatever I do instead of bullshitting. -rolls eyes.

I'm meeting her tmr, trigger happy. :) And there won't be any Maths SS tmr due to pft? I think so.


GLYNIS IS IN LOVE. :)
Baby I love you so so so much!

Steph darling, I love you & you've got me for all time. Thanks for everything & we'll hang out soon? Hugs & kisses!






All in all, I didn't had a great day. I'm off to call baby & rantttttttttt. Love y'all & keep commenting.
Cheerios!


Baby you should let me love you. :)
<3.


6:51 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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